Beanpole

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There’s nobody inside me.
I vomited.
The best way…
Everything burned down.
stinks of paint.

Letting down trousers.
I got blood on the dress.
To victory.
A bird.
to bury your child.

a complication from your wound,
They raise their legs,
it’s a gift.
His eyes wander
I’m… meaningless inside.

Do you have a candle?
did you have intercourse?
I want a human inside me.
A father.
By the sea.

I also lost a child.
a delicate flower.
He always says snow.
With big teeth.
And matches.

Undo your pants, she’ll do the rest.
Coming back like a dog.
My quiet one.
He’ll have your eyes…
Torn stitches.

Give me the dress.
He says…
Move in with me.
in hospital forever.
It’s a beautiful name.

fathered by someone.
We lost…
Enough.
I’m sick of measuring.
And it was snowing hard.

To a new, peaceful life.
To hell with the girls
young at heart.
on the front lines.
of your death.

It’s your baby.
To hold onto.
and you still can’t.
Shrapnel.
And salt.

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Le Samouraï

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SUNDAY, 5:45 A.M.
I just wanted you to come.
What with all the risks
– Bloody gauze and cotton.
in my mind.

Your “soul mate.”
A wounded wolf.
Dismissed.
Not carrying any firearms.
But we feel we need

“There is no greater solitude
like the back of his hand.
This is the last time.
Remember:
Just imagine

Seems like true romance.
That’s everyone’s loss.
because…
What you can’t deny
(Book of the Samurai)

We have to break her
And a face like his.
No, it was light-colored.
It was nothing.
to kill me on the overpass.

I thought you must really love him.
Nothing at all.
When you lose contact,
Live and let live.
Careful now:

I’m a disabled veteran.
one might say the criminal always
I saw a man on his way out.
because of you.
We lost him.

Identity checks all night.
Contact broken.
SUNDAY,
was darker.
I tear it up and we forget it.

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On The Beach at Night Alone

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tear-soaked hands, we were truly…
I can just die anytime.
Just one more time.
and engaging in dirty acts.
Your skin used to be whiter.
And it’s adultery.

You’re like a grandfather,
in a beautiful landscape.
Tears flowed from her eyes.
All failures…
I don’t get prettier.
When the wind blows,

Just a prayer.
A face.
I took her in my arms,
our self-restraint deserted us.
and with a burning pain in my heart
seeing you lying there.

I’m different, I have no desire.
all that had hindered us
I never notice.
This pain, this constant regret…
Still, it’s lonely walking alone.
for some air.

thinking of beautiful you.
For 10 years you were
disappeared for a while,
I was dreaming.
…it turns sweet,
It’s sweet.

Kids are like an inescapable destiny.
They have nice bodies.
like a total wreck.
I’m a bomb,
But I want to kiss.
fade away graciously.

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